Though the current project started as a series of posts charting my grief journey after the death of my mother, I am no longer actively grieving. Now, the blog charts a conversation in living, mainly whatever I want it to be. This is an activity that goes well with the theme of this blog (updated 2018). The Sense of Doubt blog is dedicated to my motto: EMBRACE UNCERTAINTY. I promote questioning everything because just when I think I know something is concrete, I find out that it’s not.
Thursday, February 4, 2016
Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #212 - Seven Months
Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #212 - Seven Months
Hi Mom,
You died seven months ago today.
214 days ago.
I am probably going to be accused, by some, of not letting go of this grief, not "getting over it," because I am not getting over it. Though I am learning to live with it, it hits me unexpectedly sometimes. Today was one of those times.
I miss you so much Mom.
Since I am writing this in the future, I know that tomorrow (Friday 2/5), Dad and I both had a little cry about how much we miss you.
We move on, but we don't forget.
We wish you were still physically here, though I still feel you very strongly in a spiritual way.
Reflect and connect.
Have someone give you a kiss, and tell you that I love you.
Talk to you tomorrow, Mom.
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- Days ago = 214 days ago
- Bloggery committed by chris tower - 1602.04 - 10:10

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