sense of doubt

Though the current project started as a series of posts charting my grief journey after the death of my mother, I am no longer actively grieving. Now, the blog charts a conversation in living, mainly whatever I want it to be. This is an activity that goes well with the theme of this blog (updated 2018). The Sense of Doubt blog is dedicated to my motto: EMBRACE UNCERTAINTY. I promote questioning everything because just when I think I know something is concrete, I find out that it’s not.

Tuesday, January 3, 2017

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #546 - Puppies - a Puppy Photo Album

Satchel and Ellory snuggling 1612.30

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #546 - Puppies - a Puppy Photo Album

Hi Mom, I know I have been doing a lot of photo album stuff lately, but I am clearing out my folders while I work on a huge book review compilation of original material.

I know this is an excessive number of puppy photos.

I can see being criticized for an excessive number of puppy photos. I mean, really. Come on, man. How many puppy photos can you put in one blog entry?

A lot.

I would probably trim this back, but my main goal is emptying my folder and archiving photos I have now shown you, Mom. And I would sit down with you and show you all of these photos if you were here.

So, with no shame for how much I love my dogs, especially Satchel, who is my heart and soul (Ellory has not been here long enough to become my heart and soul, but I do love her a lot), here we go:

PUPPIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Satchel and Ellory napping together 1612.26

Ellory - 1701.01

Ellory 1612.23

Ellory 1612.24

Ellory 1612.26

Ellory 1612.29

Ellory with Liesel 1612.24

Ellory and Liesel 1612.24

Ellory and Liesel 1612.25

Cuddling puppies - Ellory and Satchel -
1612.30

Ellory and Satchel playing -
1612.26

Ellory Queen 1612.27

Ellory Queen 1612.28

Ellory Queen 1612.26

Satchel 1610.21 post vet

Satchel 1602.24

Satchel 1608.11 waiting for a walk

Satchel 1609.08

Waiting for her Mom - 1610.06

Post vet 1610.21

Post vet 1610.21

Satchel 1611.06

Satchel 1612.11

Doing special time - Satchel - 1612.14

Satchel and Ellory 1612.23 playing (1)

Satchel and Ellory 1612.23 playing (2)

Satchel and Ellory 1612.23 playing (3)

Satchel and Ellory 1612.23 playing (4)

Satchel and Vespers 1610.09

Satchel by Liesel 1612.17

Satchel cuddles on NYE 1612.31

Satchel pouting about new puppy 1612.24 (5)

Satchel pouting about new puppy 1612.24 (4)

Satchel pouting about new puppy 1612.24 (3)

Satchel pouting about new puppy 1612.24 (2)

Satchel pouting about new puppy 1612.24 (1)

Satchel tired of being a big sister 1612.26

Liesel and Ellory 1612.31 cuddles

Liesel and Ellory 1612.31 cuddles (1)

Liesel and Ellory 1612.31 cuddles (2)

Liesel and Ellory 1612.31 cuddles (3)

Liesel and Ellory 1612.31 cuddles (4)

Liesel and Ellory 1612.31 cuddles (5)

Liesel and Ellory 1612.31 cuddles (6)

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Reflect and connect.

Have someone give you a kiss, and tell you that I love you.

I miss you so very much, Mom.

Talk to you tomorrow, Mom.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

- Days ago = 548 days ago

- Bloggery committed by chris tower - 1701.03 - 10:10

NOTE on time: When I post late, I had been posting at 7:10 a.m. because Google is on Pacific Time, and so this is really 10:10 EDT. However, it still shows up on the blog in Pacific time. So, I am going to start posting at 10:10 a.m. Pacific time, intending this to be 10:10 Eastern time. I know this only matters to me, and to you, Mom. But I am not going back and changing all the 7:10 a.m. times. But I will run this note for a while. Mom, you know that I am posting at 10:10 a.m. often because this is the time of your death.

No comments:

I am Christopher Tower the gmr

I am Christopher Tower (or Chris), and I am a writer of stuff. I grew up in Michigan; I now live in the Portland, OR metro area. I play Ultimate, ride a bike, and supposedly educate college persons while myself being educated in college. I am married with two kids, a beagle, a curly lab, and a fiesty pug/frenche mix. I like sushi. I love all SF, fantasy, comic books, D&D, board games, and Gnosticism. I am a Jungian. I am currently studying Clinical Mental Health Counseling at Walden University.

SENSE OF DOUBT STATUS AS OF 0705.04 - 16:45

Sense of Doubt is not currently dedicated to any themes or special interest. The subject matter is mine and may range from comic books to ultimate or from Baseball to feminist-centered media criticism. Until I feel I have enough content for multiple blogs, or until I am seized with a desire to create multiple blogs, this is it, and appropriately so. "Sense of Doubt" came about in Bowie’s Berlin period and the dark, ambient collaborations with Brian Eno. Like the Bowie of 1978, I have my own darkness that steals over me and through me, infecting everything. At the risk of sounding far too melodramatically obsessed with my own self-flagellations, this blog dedicates itself to that darkness, that infection. But it’s fun, too. Hey, I can be amusing? Or not. It’s the way of the [w]rench. Neurosis compelling action in insecure double-checking and misunderstanding evasions. It is my way.

More from the original description text that needed editing in 2015: Furthermore, Sense of Doubt is dedicated to the random. The theme is no theme. Just questions, doubt, and uncertainty. Feel the power of not knowing the answer. So dedicated on the last day of July 2006 by the Galactic Monkey Wrench.

The Galactic Monkey Wrench

This is the logo of the Galactic Monkey Wrench. I was given the nickname Galactic Monkey Wrench in college by a friend of mine who felt that I threw the monkey wrench into the cosmos at every available opportunity. Later, in discussions with my best friend, who is the Lord of Chaos (the Loc), he asked for my title and when I told him, without thinking, he blurted out "the gmr!" Since this was random and we appreciate randomness, I became the gmr, even though technically I should be the gmw. But gmw sounds like a car or some industrial manufacturing firm that makes a strange widget of which one has never heard. This acronym fetish may make no sense to anyone else, but my friend and I are quite driven to provide acronyms for many things. At the very least, it allows us to keep our conversations obscure and often private as no one knows about what we're talking.

Monkey Wrench Books

Chris's books

A Feast for Crows

by George R.R. Martin

This book is a little slower than the others. But if you become invested in this series, it provides key information about the history of Westeros and the lands across the Narrow Sea. It may not contain chapters with my favorite characters ...

A Game of Thrones

by George R.R. Martin

Do I really need to review this book? It's one of the best books I have ever read. Martin is a great writer. All the books are great, and I am loving my time rereading them. If you have not checked out these books, start here and get ready ...

The Golden City

by John Twelve Hawks

These books are immensely entertaining. Treat yourself to some strong writing, great action, compelling characters, and a mix of metaphysics and theology. The ending of this third book, which is presumably the last, is anti-climactic and so...

Pathfinder

by Orson Scott Card

This was a fun book. Not OSC's best but very good OSC nonetheless. The best thing about is the time travel, slowing, and speeding powers of the characters and how OSC engages the reader in discussion of causality and time paradox. For fans ...

Swamplandia!

by Karen Russell

This book came to me via my wife Liesel who discovered it and urged me to read it. Beautifully written with compelling characters and a sense of the magical (yet realistic, somewhat). Funny yet full of the pathos that marks a good if not gr...

Hey, Mom! The Explanation.

Tuesday, January 3, 2017

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #546 - Puppies - a Puppy Photo Album

No comments: