sense of doubt

Though the current project started as a series of posts charting my grief journey after the death of my mother, I am no longer actively grieving. Now, the blog charts a conversation in living, mainly whatever I want it to be. This is an activity that goes well with the theme of this blog (updated 2018). The Sense of Doubt blog is dedicated to my motto: EMBRACE UNCERTAINTY. I promote questioning everything because just when I think I know something is concrete, I find out that it’s not.

Monday, December 31, 2018

A Sense of Doubt blog post #1410 - Musical Monday - The Top Ten Favorites from 2018 plus a bonus video

MS MR - "Hurricane"

A Sense of Doubt blog post #1410 - Musical Monday - The Top Ten Favorites from 2018 plus a bonus video

This mix started as a top five, and then I expanded to a top ten because I just couldn't restrict myself to a top five.

I know. Some of these videos/songs did not come out in 2018, but most of them did.

But the important thing is that I listened to all of them in 2018 and added them to my "favorites" You Tube playlist in 2018.

MS MR's "Hurricane" came out in 2013, Silversun Pickups "Lazy Eye" came out in 2011, MIA's "Born Free" came out in 2010, and 4 Non Blones "What's Up" came out in 2011, but I listened to them all a lot in 2018. "What's Up" is a recent addition after seeing it featured in the AMAZING TV SHOW ON NETFLIX called Sense 8.

Still, most of the songs -- six of the four -- came out in 2018. Not bad.

It's a good collection of faves, though there are about 50+ more in the favorites playlist, but I am in low power mode with the blog, so this is all I am doing.

Happy New Year!

I hope you are with someone you love.

Track list for the mix: MY TOP TEN FAVORITES OF 2018

[1] 4 Non Blondes - "What's up?"

[2] Paul Weller - "Bowie"

[3] Kawehi (covers) - "Mad World & Radioactive"

[4] Moby - "A Waste of Suns (Orange Flight Remix)

[5] Arrested Development - "Kings"

[6] M.I.A. - "Born Free"

[7] MS MR - "Hurricane"

[8] Havasi featuring Lisa Gerrard - "The Storm"

[9] Thievery Corporation - "Voyage Libre"

[10] Silversun Pickups - "Lazy Eye"

BONUS VIDEO

Captain Sisko and the DS9 Ensemble sing

"Wonderful Deep Space Nine"

THE VIDEO PLAYER FOR THE MIX:

VIDEOS ONE BY ONE

AND A BONUS VIDEO

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- New note - On 1807.06, I ceased daily transmission of my Hey Mom feature after three years of daily conversations. I plan to continue Hey Mom posts at least twice per week but will continue to post the days since ("Days Ago") count on my blog each day. The blog entry numbering in the title has changed to reflect total Sense of Doubt posts since I began the blog on 0705.04, which include Hey Mom posts, Daily Bowie posts, and Sense of Doubt posts. Hey Mom posts will still be numbered sequentially. New Hey Mom posts will use the same format as all the other Hey Mom posts; all other posts will feature this format seen here.

Sunday, December 30, 2018

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #1143 - Best of Blogs - Year End - HEY MOM REPRINT with added

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #1143 - Best of Blogs - Year End - HEY MOM REPRINT with added - a sense of doubt #1409

Today, I am back in Michigan for a visit. It's my first full day in Michigan.

But first, credits must be given. Scroll down for the start of more original content. The above image comes from this:

THE ONE THAT COMES ON THURSDAYS

I could fill volumes with the bad behaviors I should swear off in 2019: starting books and failing to finish them, eating shredded Parmesan cheese straight out of the bag and neglecting to respond to text messages in a timely fashion. (I currently have 53 unread texts; this is not hyperbole.)

I probably drink more sparkling water than actual water. And I occasionally let unwashed clothes pile up to the point that, when I do tackle laundry, I’m surprised to unearth items I’ve completely forgotten I own.

As 2018 comes to a close, I intend to say goodbye to these bad habits. And having weathered a huge amount of personal and professional change recently — which has been as thrilling as it has dizzying — I look forward to feeling centered, settled and focused in the new year.

The Lily talked with women in a handful of states about what they’re waving goodbye to in 2018 and saying hello to in 2019. Their answers ranged from light to weighty, hilarious to heartfelt. See below for slices of their lives.

We’d love to hear from you, too. Tell us what you’re leaving behind this year — and welcoming in the year ahead — on Twitter, using the hashtags #TheLilySaysGoodbye and #TheLilySaysHello.

Responses were compiled by Ashley Lee in California, Cat Cardenas in Texas, Allison Yates in Illinois and Nneka McGuire in Washington, D.C.

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RESUMING ORIGINAL CONTENT

So, when I went back to the end of 2015 for a HEY MOM to reprint, grabbing the entry below that was originally featured on 1512.31 or December 31st 2015 for those who cannot grok my date format.

I was inspired to see that it was a "best of" post, in which I collected best of blogs from 2015 as that's the year I resumed daily broadcast after a two year break (365 T-Shirts was daily from 2012-2013) with the HEY MOM feature, which I launched two days after you died, Mom, on 1507.06.

Looking back to the end of 2016, 2017, and now 2018, it does not appear that I devoted the time to continuing the practice of best of blog lists in those years.

So here's a best of list for 2016 since I think the last one I did is reprinted below for 2015. I will endeavor to make 2017 and 2018 lists separately.

There's too many blog posts that I have done that I feel deserve to be listed in a best of, and so I made two lists. First, the best of the best. A list of the top twelve posts of 2016. I was trying to keep it to top ten, but then it was twelve, and there's actually fourteen because two posts have part twos and so I included both and counted the pair as one.

The Top Twelve is a pretty good cross-section of my 2016 posts, which I "favorited" for different reasons, not always because each features great, original writing or special imagery, but sometimes just because the subject itself was special, such as CUBS WIN!

There are notable omissions, such as Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #423 - What I've Learned - Bowie and Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #517 - Because there are endings, but they too are beautiful.

Of course, I am fond of this one,

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #288 - Toilet Paper Hanging Direction, and there are other goodies like

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #271 - Winnie the Pooh, Jung, and Teaching revisited

which I may make use of in teaching, and more good book reviews, like

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #256 - The Girl With All The Gifts, a book review

and

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #257 - So many graphic novels; so little time.

But I am also very fond of this one, too,

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #428 - Seven Ways of Looking At Teachers, a poem

and I did not include any of the weekly poem entries, but I did try to restrict myself to ten, and then twelve (which is fourteen), so... that's that. :-)

Also, I just included the first of the blog series on writing persuasive essays, though there are several better entries than the first one.

Still, this is a good list.

Enjoy.

BEST BLOGS LIST 2016- TOP TWELVE

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #198 - Scheduling time to obsess
Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #208 - More on obsessing

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #341 - GRAMMAR POLICE: THINGS THAT SUCK #3 - The sign at Burger King

The Daily Bowie #24 - "Rock 'N' Roll Suicide"

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #263 - Indigo Girls Concert

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #363 - Memorial Therapy part four - Bike Ride

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #371 - I am not afraid of the police; but maybe you should be

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #376 - Hypocrisy and self-realization

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #383 - Recent Book Reviews - part two - Bleak House

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #427 - How to write a Persuasive Essay, part one

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #485 - CUBS WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #268 - Geek Closet

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #539 - Geek Shaming

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #543 - 2016, a year in pictures part one

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #383 - Recent Book Reviews - part two - Bleak House

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #393 - "Exploring Arcadia Creek: downstream," a poem

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #397 - Recent Book Reviews part three

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #404 - That Book You Can't find

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #423 - What I've Learned - Bowie

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #427 - How to write a Persuasive Essay, part one

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #428 - Seven Ways of Looking At Teachers, a poem

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #433 - Slow Dancing Society - Musical Monday for 1609.12

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #445 - Fashion Police and Grammar Police

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #458 - 80th - Happy Birthday Mom

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #460 - A Trip to the Mall with Mom

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #467 - How to talk to and hug dogs

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #480 - Salem, Massachusetts 1610.29

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #485 - CUBS WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #486 - Being less prejudiced

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #491 - The Worst Day Ever - The Day After

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #517 - Because there are endings, but they too are beautiful

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #520 - SNOW STORM & the collected photo series one thus far

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #531 - The Day I met Liesel, Musical Monday for 1612.19

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #537 - New family member: Ellory Queen Tower

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #539 - Geek Shaming

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #540 - Carrie Fisher, RIP, you will be missed

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #543 - 2016, a year in pictures part one

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https://sensedoubt.blogspot.com/2015/12/hey-mom-talking-to-my-mother-177-year.html

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #177 - Year end review and best blogs

Hi Mom,

Welcome to the last day of 2015. I wish you were here to see it.

Today, I create and publish the 177th blog entry in this series, inspired by wishing to continue my conversations with you. 177 is just five posts shy of the halfway mark for the year. And, like with the T-shirts project, I do plan to stop at 365 posts, which will come not on the day you died a year later but on the second day following the day you died in this coming 2016.

At this time, I felt it would be a good idea to reflect on this avocation, to share some statistics of readership, and to choose the twenty best entries of the year thus far. I tried to restrict myself to top ten and could not.

Like with T-shirts, that came from my struggle to understand having cancer and coping with recovery from having cancer, this blog series originates with your death, Mom, but becomes more than a journal about grieving; it has become a journal about living. My intent is that by writing about the things I want to write about, I will show that I have moved on, or at least how I am trying to move on.

So far, it has been easier than I thought it would be. Liesel, especially, thought I would be completely broken by your death, despite my assurances that I was more prepared than she believed given all that we had been through with you, Mom, in the last fifteen years, but especially the original situation, the bacterial meningitis that changed all of our lives forever.

But by saying that the moving on, the continuing, the living has been "easier" than I thought it would be, this does not imply that it has been easy. I feel the loss of you every day, Mom. I find new ways to cope with that loss every day. My choices are not the choices that others would make, but this difference does not make my choices wrong. They are my choices. This is my grief.

And yet, this is also my life. As I noted, I did not want this blog to be a daily cant on how much I miss you and how I am struggling to move on with life that does not include you in it as a living person (because I do feel you strongly in my daily life as a spiritual entity). I could simply post 365 variations on the theme of "I miss you," but that's not what I am trying to do. The blog theme comes from the idea of continuing my daily conversations with you as I called you nearly every day over the last six years. And I think I have done very well with a variety of content. Yes, some of it is specifically about grief, some of it consists of memories of our life together, but some of it really has nothing to do with you at all, Mom, it's just something I want to write about, such as yesterday's book reviews and Tuesday's review of book one of the Dark Knight III - The Master Race comic book. I have spent a great deal of time and energy on keeping my content varied and not only of interest to you, Mom (more or less). but also to others who graciously share some of their time by peeking in on what I am doing with mine (my time, that is).

I have 188 of these entries left to write, and I am confident that I can keep up my standards and achieve some new things. Not all of the entries will be verbose or complex, many will be short comments on a picture, my continuing reports on our Scotland trip (Liesel's and mine), or reprinted content from my T-shirt series (which is the greatest cheat but in a way one of my chief joys), but I will continue to post content daily (except when I get behind) and think of you daily, Mom, whether I am writing about something that would interest you or something that interests me and you have to listen politely.

STATISTICS
In an overall glimpse, I have 266 posts on this blog, of which 177 are devoted to this enterprise of "Hey, Mom!" I have been blessed with 24, 847 page views, which is decent for a modest blog such as this one, but still trails the T-shirt blogs whopping 36,956 page views, though I suspect that come Hey Mom #365, I will match or exceed the T-shirts total.

My average seems to be around 30 some pages views a day with spikes of 100-150 on some days with some posts.

Current stats show page views today at 55, page views yesterday at 96, and page views for the month of December at 1,972. Granted, I generate a fair number of these views myself but I would say that subtracting 5-10% for my activity, the rest resemble mostly readers and not robots, from what I can tell.

My peak month since starting Hey Mom was August with 3053 page views followed by July with 2880 and October with 2240

The most popular recent post was the one from December 26th on Christmases from 2009-2015, which is a very special post indeed and will probably make the top ten. This post also ranks as number one for the last month.

In terms of all time ranks, my top ten most page views are mostly dominated by non-Hey Mom content. My number one post with 1024 page views is this one KEEPING MISOGYNY ALIVE AND WELL FOR GEEKS NATIONWIDE, which is about the Heroes TV show and its depiction of women in its first season. My second most popular post with 642 page views is this one:
THINGS THAT SUCK #2: PLEASE PREPAY IN ADVANCE, of which I am inordinately proud.
The next two with 213 views and 154 views respectively are also from the pre-Hey Mom period: BURGERS OR BOOTY and THE “New and Improved” INVISIBLE WOMAN: Does she look like she needs protecting?, which happens to be the first post I ever made on this blog (and the one about Heroes was number two).

Following this top four, number five with 102 page views and number six with 82 page views are two of my weekly comics posts: WEEKLY COMICS FOR 1404.16 -- which shared content on the Batman comic during the Riddler Year One saga, the conclusion of the Superior Spider-Man series, The Justice League featuring the Metal Men, "Who Shot Bruce Banner?" from 2014 issues of the Hulk, the Ms. Marvel reboot, and a few other comics -- and WEEKLY COMICS FOR 1405.21, which described recent TV shows and movies of comic book themes, along with reviews of Marvel's Original Sin #2, the conclusion of DC's Forever Evil, Image's Velvet #5, Daredevil #005, and Image's Saga #19 among a few others.

Finally, the first Hey Mom post -- New feature: Hey, Mom! Talking to my mother #1 - the explanation -- takes seventh place with 79 page views. I have added to this entry a few times and will probably add to it again, thus increasing the page views somewhat, but I think people are finding it from the top of the blog to better understand what I am doing.

One other pre-Hey Mom entry comes in at eighth before two Hey Moms close out the top ten.
With 74 page views, my Return of Doubt: Things that Suck scores eighth followed by Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #89 - Sixth wedding anniversary (65 page views) and Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #88 - 90 days and 88 blog entries (63 page views).

I am blessed to have readers. Thank you. And thank you, Mom, for inspiring it all and sitting patiently and listening when I go on about stuff you do not care all that much about.

MY TOP TWENTY HEY MOM POSTS SO FAR (thru 177)

There's actually twenty-one entries here because I had to include the first one, but it doesn't count towards the top twenty. I tried to avoid listing so many posts that deal with grieving, but a fair share of them deal with it because its been a constant issue for half a year now. I wanted to include one of the dreams posts and the second one is probably the best of three, despite Liesel's dream as feature of the third part. Post #83 may not be the best in terms of writing, but I love the picture from the post and have included it above. I tried to be choosy, and so I included only one post from the Memorial Service, and probably, my favorite story. But I did not include any posts from other series' I wrote, such as the seven songs sequence and the Traverse City trip group of posts. Early posts were all especially poignant, such as #s two, three, and fourteen. I like the pair #25 and #50 make between counting days and disbelief. But then, the majority of the posts in the second ten are about other subjects than my grief and the loss you, Mom, at least, that is, until Christmas. Still, this is a good list, and this post could serve as a good introduction to what I am doing. I am especially proud of the blog as a whole, but I am especially proud of these twenty entries.

New feature: Hey, Mom! Talking to my mother #1 - the explanation

Hey, Mom! Talking to my Mother #2 - last breath

Hey, Mom! Talking to my Mother #3 - "Don't be scared."

Hey, Mom! Talking to my Mother #14 - Meijer

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #20 - Memorial Service pt. 7 - Mints story

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #25 - Counting Days

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #50 - Disbelief

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #73 - Dreams part two

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #82 - Your Stuff

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #83 - LOL - not Laughing Out Loud

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #88 - 90 days and 88 blog entries

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #89 - Sixth wedding anniversary

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #92 - Gender Performance

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #93 - Happy 79th Birthday, Mom

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #97 - present tense

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #106 - Star Wars Boycott

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #119 - All life is precious - Aikido

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #124 - Gloria Steinem

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #153 - Warren Ellis & new year's resolutions

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #170 - Box of comics on Christmas Eve

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #172 - Christmases 2009-2015

Have someone give you a kiss, and tell you that I love you.
Talk to you tomorrow, Mom.
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Reflect and connect.

Have someone give you a kiss, and tell you that I love you.

I miss you so very much, Mom.

Talk to you tomorrow, Mom.

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- Bloggery committed by chris tower - 1812.30

NEW (written 1708.27) NOTE on time: I am now in the same time zone as Google! So, when I post at 10:10 a.m. PDT to coincide with the time of your death, Mom, I am now actually posting late, so it's really 1:10 p.m. EDT. But I will continue to use the time stamp of 10:10 a.m. to remember the time of your death, Mom. I know this only matters to me, and to you, Mom.

Saturday, December 29, 2018

A Sense of Doubt blog post #1408 - Gone Fishin' : Going Back to Michigan

A Sense of Doubt blog post #1408 - Gone Fishin' : Going Back to Michigan

Flying back to Michigan today.

The blog is going into low-power mode, which is a mode I invoke when I am going to publish the entries ahead of time but may not push them to social media.

I love being a daily blogger, but I need a break.

I am scheduled through the 14th of January and may stay in complete or partial low-power mode until then.

Happy new year to all of my readers.

Thanks for checking in with me.

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- Days ago = 1274 days ago

- New note - On 1807.06, I ceased daily transmission of my Hey Mom feature after three years of daily conversations. I plan to continue Hey Mom posts at least twice per week but will continue to post the days since ("Days Ago") count on my blog each day. The blog entry numbering in the title has changed to reflect total Sense of Doubt posts since I began the blog on 0705.04, which include Hey Mom posts, Daily Bowie posts, and Sense of Doubt posts. Hey Mom posts will still be numbered sequentially. New Hey Mom posts will use the same format as all the other Hey Mom posts; all other posts will feature this format seen here.

Friday, December 28, 2018

A Sense of Doubt blog post #1407 - A History of the Borg and other cool videos (SCIENCE!!)

A Sense of Doubt blog post #1407 - A History of the Borg and other cool videos (SCIENCE!!)

Though I am officially going into low power mode tomorrow, I am starting today.

I get on a plane for Michigan tomorrow, but today is filled with one last outing with a local friend down in Portland as well as, you know, packing and stuff.

So here's some videos.

I may actually watch (or rewatch) these in the plane tomorrow. I have only seen a few.

I may also watch some CASTLEVANIA on the plane. Because, you know, in-flight Wi-Fi.

Recently, I discovered that my Trek knowledge has waned. I have not watched most of the Trek content so much that I have a clear memory of it all.

For instance, my Borg knowledge was weak, especially as regarded Seven of Nine, and so this first video and a new YOU TUBE CHANNEL: TREKSPERTISE.

Enjoy, which is as much a note to self as a note to you, dear reader! :-)

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- New note - On 1807.06, I ceased daily transmission of my Hey Mom feature after three years of daily conversations. I plan to continue Hey Mom posts at least twice per week but will continue to post the days since ("Days Ago") count on my blog each day. The blog entry numbering in the title has changed to reflect total Sense of Doubt posts since I began the blog on 0705.04, which include Hey Mom posts, Daily Bowie posts, and Sense of Doubt posts. Hey Mom posts will still be numbered sequentially. New Hey Mom posts will use the same format as all the other Hey Mom posts; all other posts will feature this format seen here.

Thursday, December 27, 2018

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #1142 - Christmas 1967

Christmas 1967 in Traverse City on Long Lake

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #1142 - Christmas 1967 - a sense of doubt post #1406

Hi Mom,

I got a bee in my bonnet to write about comic book today (actually yesterday but then I swapped entries when I didn't finish it), but then I decided that I am already entering low power mode for my vacation, that I have to pack, that I am going to Portland for some fun tomorrow afternoon, AND I plan to write on the plane!! I can write the thing on comic books and lots of other things during my like four hour plane ride.

And I am not sure I have posted the photo above. I think I have posted some of the photos below, but that's why they are below and not above.

Plus, I need more reading comic books and relaxing time and not giving myself enough of it.

So, this entry.

Check out those tiger pajamas!! Wow.

There are toys that I cannot identify in the photo because of the quality.

You always made holidays so special, Mom, especially Christmas. It was such a pageant, and there were so many special features. I wish I could replicate even half the things you did for some child of my own. Even for the step-children with whom I shared Christmases, I was never able to come close to giving them what they gave me, even with your help when we were buying gifts.

Just one more thing as I want to keep this short.

The bee in the bonnet. So I went to this game store on Christmas Eve in Longview. The store is GREAT, and I plan to go back. The owner was reading Aquaman, recent stuff by Geoff Johns, before DC's Rebirth. Good stuff. Some of my favorite stuff lately. But then he says, that "comics are going downhill" and that so many creators these days do not know "how to tell a good superhero story." I objected. I mentioned Image Comics, who is producing some truly great stuff and it's all creator owned. But then he says the thing about superhero stories, so I mention Dan Slott who takes a great deal of guff from fans. There's more to unpack with that guy, but I have the bee there, stinging. Seems to me that there is more great in the last few years than EVER BEFORE IN THE HISTORY OF COMICS! Anyone who thinks the best days of comics are gone is not really paying attention to comic books these days. More in the entry that's under production for this subject.

For now, Happy Throwback Thursday.

And yes, that's Major Matt Mason Lunar Station in those photos. :-)

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Reflect and connect.

Have someone give you a kiss, and tell you that I love you.

I miss you so very much, Mom.

Talk to you tomorrow, Mom.

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- Bloggery committed by chris tower - 1812.27 - 10:10

NEW (written 1708.27) NOTE on time: I am now in the same time zone as Google! So, when I post at 10:10 a.m. PDT to coincide with the time of your death, Mom, I am now actually posting late, so it's really 1:10 p.m. EDT. But I will continue to use the time stamp of 10:10 a.m. to remember the time of your death, Mom. I know this only matters to me, and to you, Mom.

Wednesday, December 26, 2018

A Sense of Doubt blog post #1405 - Culture Jamming - the next part

A Sense of Doubt blog post #1405 - Culture Jamming - the next part

This is a post to get ahead on class work for next term.
There's not much new content in it as I am going into low power mode for the holidays and my vacation from all things work. Though someone who does what I do rarely is allowed to escape at all, the escapes are little and too brief.

This post is going to be mostly pictures, but ones I plan to refer students to review and ones I will use as a template to make more posts.

Like, who knew I could just do a Google search of "Culture Jam Memes" and get so much great content.

Also, I can search not only for old cigarette ads both print and video, but I can search them by decade, so I will do that.

There are some outlier images such as Antia Hill and Christine Blasey Ford followed by a #metoo image. I gathered these images for a lecture in class on mass media, consumerism, and Culture Jamming. Stick a pin in that Colin Kaepernick subject. I am coming back to that.

That's all for now. More later.

Here’s a handy list and cross section of CULTURE JAM and RELATED CONTENT that I have posted thus far.

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #854 - Clutter and Noise - again

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #977 - Suggested Daily Media Diet and my new SLASHDOT post

Burgers or Booty?

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #978 - Refactoring Media Literacy

A Sense of Doubt blog post #1251 - Media aren’t really real

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #247 - The Triggering is dumb (I agree)

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #1002 - Digital Made me a radio Star

A Sense of Doubt blog post #1330 - It's not what you know, it's how you think

Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #630 - GO GREEN! Viridian Design

AND JUST FOR FUN
Hey, Mom! Talking to My Mother #341 - GRAMMAR POLICE: THINGS THAT SUCK #3 - The sign at Burger King

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- Bloggery committed by chris tower - 1812.26 - 10:10

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- New note - On 1807.06, I ceased daily transmission of my Hey Mom feature after three years of daily conversations. I plan to continue Hey Mom posts at least twice per week but will continue to post the days since ("Days Ago") count on my blog each day. The blog entry numbering in the title has changed to reflect total Sense of Doubt posts since I began the blog on 0705.04, which include Hey Mom posts, Daily Bowie posts, and Sense of Doubt posts. Hey Mom posts will still be numbered sequentially. New Hey Mom posts will use the same format as all the other Hey Mom posts; all other posts will feature this format seen here.

I am Christopher Tower the gmr

I am Christopher Tower (or Chris), and I am a writer of stuff. I grew up in Michigan; I now live in the Portland, OR metro area. I play Ultimate, ride a bike, and supposedly educate college persons while myself being educated in college. I am married with two kids, a beagle, a curly lab, and a fiesty pug/frenche mix. I like sushi. I love all SF, fantasy, comic books, D&D, board games, and Gnosticism. I am a Jungian. I am currently studying Clinical Mental Health Counseling at Walden University.

SENSE OF DOUBT STATUS AS OF 0705.04 - 16:45

Sense of Doubt is not currently dedicated to any themes or special interest. The subject matter is mine and may range from comic books to ultimate or from Baseball to feminist-centered media criticism. Until I feel I have enough content for multiple blogs, or until I am seized with a desire to create multiple blogs, this is it, and appropriately so. "Sense of Doubt" came about in Bowie’s Berlin period and the dark, ambient collaborations with Brian Eno. Like the Bowie of 1978, I have my own darkness that steals over me and through me, infecting everything. At the risk of sounding far too melodramatically obsessed with my own self-flagellations, this blog dedicates itself to that darkness, that infection. But it’s fun, too. Hey, I can be amusing? Or not. It’s the way of the [w]rench. Neurosis compelling action in insecure double-checking and misunderstanding evasions. It is my way.

More from the original description text that needed editing in 2015: Furthermore, Sense of Doubt is dedicated to the random. The theme is no theme. Just questions, doubt, and uncertainty. Feel the power of not knowing the answer. So dedicated on the last day of July 2006 by the Galactic Monkey Wrench.

The Galactic Monkey Wrench

This is the logo of the Galactic Monkey Wrench. I was given the nickname Galactic Monkey Wrench in college by a friend of mine who felt that I threw the monkey wrench into the cosmos at every available opportunity. Later, in discussions with my best friend, who is the Lord of Chaos (the Loc), he asked for my title and when I told him, without thinking, he blurted out "the gmr!" Since this was random and we appreciate randomness, I became the gmr, even though technically I should be the gmw. But gmw sounds like a car or some industrial manufacturing firm that makes a strange widget of which one has never heard. This acronym fetish may make no sense to anyone else, but my friend and I are quite driven to provide acronyms for many things. At the very least, it allows us to keep our conversations obscure and often private as no one knows about what we're talking.

Monkey Wrench Books

Chris's books

A Feast for Crows

by George R.R. Martin

This book is a little slower than the others. But if you become invested in this series, it provides key information about the history of Westeros and the lands across the Narrow Sea. It may not contain chapters with my favorite characters ...

A Game of Thrones

by George R.R. Martin

Do I really need to review this book? It's one of the best books I have ever read. Martin is a great writer. All the books are great, and I am loving my time rereading them. If you have not checked out these books, start here and get ready ...

The Golden City

by John Twelve Hawks

These books are immensely entertaining. Treat yourself to some strong writing, great action, compelling characters, and a mix of metaphysics and theology. The ending of this third book, which is presumably the last, is anti-climactic and so...

Pathfinder

by Orson Scott Card

This was a fun book. Not OSC's best but very good OSC nonetheless. The best thing about is the time travel, slowing, and speeding powers of the characters and how OSC engages the reader in discussion of causality and time paradox. For fans ...

Swamplandia!

by Karen Russell

This book came to me via my wife Liesel who discovered it and urged me to read it. Beautifully written with compelling characters and a sense of the magical (yet realistic, somewhat). Funny yet full of the pathos that marks a good if not gr...

Hey, Mom! The Explanation.