sense of doubt

Though the current project started as a series of posts charting my grief journey after the death of my mother, I am no longer actively grieving. Now, the blog charts a conversation in living, mainly whatever I want it to be. This is an activity that goes well with the theme of this blog (updated 2018). The Sense of Doubt blog is dedicated to my motto: EMBRACE UNCERTAINTY. I promote questioning everything because just when I think I know something is concrete, I find out that it’s not.

Monday, February 22, 2021

A Sense of Doubt blog post #2197 - THAT I WOULD BE GOOD - Musical Monday for 2102.22

A Sense of Doubt blog post #2197 - That I Would Be Good - Musical Monday for 2102.22

I watched Senstive -- the Untold Story, this weekend in which the documentarians focused on the work of many psychologists, especially Elaine Aron author of The Highly Sensitive Person among other books. Alanis Morissette was featured in an interview, in which she discussed the origins of her song "That I Would Be Good," which she wrote in her closet by the light of a little candle to hide from the ten+ people jammed into her living room, and how she was so easily overwhelmed as a highly sensitive person (HSP) in an industry with fame and fortune that did not understand or make safe space for highly sensitive people.

I recommend all these things.

Because if you are not an HSP, you certainly know at least one HSP in your life.

This song makes so much more sense now, though it made sense before. It's a great song for self-care and self-forgiveness.

Alanis Morissette - "That I Would Be Good"

Provided to YouTube by Maverick
That I Would Be Good · Alanis Morissette
The Collection ℗ 1998 Maverick Recording Company

Flute, Piano, Producer, Vocals: Alanis Morissette
Mellotron, Organ: Benmont Tench
Bass Guitar: Chris Chaney
Engineer: Christopher Fogel
Programmer, Remixer: Christopher Fogel
Drums, Percussion: Gary Novak
Arranger, Guitar, Mixer, Piano, Producer, Programmer, Synthesizer: Glen Ballard
Engineer: Glen Ballard
Guitar: Joel Shearer
Guitar: Nick Lashley
Second Engineer: Roger Sommers
Additional Recording: Scott Campbell
Programmer: Shad T. Scott
Writer: Alanis Morissette
Writer: Glen Ballard

Alanis Morissette - "That I Would Be Good" (LIVE)

Roxy Theatre
New York ,1999.
Instagram: @bruno_recifense

Bonus song. I listened to it this morning, and I think it relates and connects.

"BURY IT" - CHVRCHES

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- Bloggery committed by chris tower - 2102.22 - 10:10

- Days ago = 2061 days ago

- New note - On 1807.06, I ceased daily transmission of my Hey Mom feature after three years of daily conversations. I plan to continue Hey Mom posts at least twice per week but will continue to post the days since ("Days Ago") count on my blog each day. The blog entry numbering in the title has changed to reflect total Sense of Doubt posts since I began the blog on 0705.04, which include Hey Mom posts, Daily Bowie posts, and Sense of Doubt posts. Hey Mom posts will still be numbered sequentially. New Hey Mom posts will use the same format as all the other Hey Mom posts; all other posts will feature this format seen here.

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I am Christopher Tower the gmr

I am Christopher Tower (or Chris), and I am a writer of stuff. I grew up in Michigan; I now live in the Portland, OR metro area. I play Ultimate, ride a bike, and supposedly educate college persons while myself being educated in college. I am married with two kids, a beagle, a curly lab, and a fiesty pug/frenche mix. I like sushi. I love all SF, fantasy, comic books, D&D, board games, and Gnosticism. I am a Jungian. I am currently studying Clinical Mental Health Counseling at Walden University.

SENSE OF DOUBT STATUS AS OF 0705.04 - 16:45

Sense of Doubt is not currently dedicated to any themes or special interest. The subject matter is mine and may range from comic books to ultimate or from Baseball to feminist-centered media criticism. Until I feel I have enough content for multiple blogs, or until I am seized with a desire to create multiple blogs, this is it, and appropriately so. "Sense of Doubt" came about in Bowie’s Berlin period and the dark, ambient collaborations with Brian Eno. Like the Bowie of 1978, I have my own darkness that steals over me and through me, infecting everything. At the risk of sounding far too melodramatically obsessed with my own self-flagellations, this blog dedicates itself to that darkness, that infection. But it’s fun, too. Hey, I can be amusing? Or not. It’s the way of the [w]rench. Neurosis compelling action in insecure double-checking and misunderstanding evasions. It is my way.

More from the original description text that needed editing in 2015: Furthermore, Sense of Doubt is dedicated to the random. The theme is no theme. Just questions, doubt, and uncertainty. Feel the power of not knowing the answer. So dedicated on the last day of July 2006 by the Galactic Monkey Wrench.

The Galactic Monkey Wrench

This is the logo of the Galactic Monkey Wrench. I was given the nickname Galactic Monkey Wrench in college by a friend of mine who felt that I threw the monkey wrench into the cosmos at every available opportunity. Later, in discussions with my best friend, who is the Lord of Chaos (the Loc), he asked for my title and when I told him, without thinking, he blurted out "the gmr!" Since this was random and we appreciate randomness, I became the gmr, even though technically I should be the gmw. But gmw sounds like a car or some industrial manufacturing firm that makes a strange widget of which one has never heard. This acronym fetish may make no sense to anyone else, but my friend and I are quite driven to provide acronyms for many things. At the very least, it allows us to keep our conversations obscure and often private as no one knows about what we're talking.

Monkey Wrench Books

Chris's books

A Feast for Crows

by George R.R. Martin

This book is a little slower than the others. But if you become invested in this series, it provides key information about the history of Westeros and the lands across the Narrow Sea. It may not contain chapters with my favorite characters ...

A Game of Thrones

by George R.R. Martin

Do I really need to review this book? It's one of the best books I have ever read. Martin is a great writer. All the books are great, and I am loving my time rereading them. If you have not checked out these books, start here and get ready ...

The Golden City

by John Twelve Hawks

These books are immensely entertaining. Treat yourself to some strong writing, great action, compelling characters, and a mix of metaphysics and theology. The ending of this third book, which is presumably the last, is anti-climactic and so...

Pathfinder

by Orson Scott Card

This was a fun book. Not OSC's best but very good OSC nonetheless. The best thing about is the time travel, slowing, and speeding powers of the characters and how OSC engages the reader in discussion of causality and time paradox. For fans ...

Swamplandia!

by Karen Russell

This book came to me via my wife Liesel who discovered it and urged me to read it. Beautifully written with compelling characters and a sense of the magical (yet realistic, somewhat). Funny yet full of the pathos that marks a good if not gr...

Hey, Mom! The Explanation.

Monday, February 22, 2021

A Sense of Doubt blog post #2197 - THAT I WOULD BE GOOD - Musical Monday for 2102.22

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