sense of doubt

Though the current project started as a series of posts charting my grief journey after the death of my mother, I am no longer actively grieving. Now, the blog charts a conversation in living, mainly whatever I want it to be. This is an activity that goes well with the theme of this blog (updated 2018). The Sense of Doubt blog is dedicated to my motto: EMBRACE UNCERTAINTY. I promote questioning everything because just when I think I know something is concrete, I find out that it’s not.

Monday, July 1, 2024

A Sense of Doubt blog post #3422 - Le Destroy - "Breed" and "Monster" - Music Monday for 2407.01

A Sense of Doubt blog post #3422 - Le Destroy - "Breed" and "Monster" - Music Monday for 2407.01

I love discovering new music.

This one came via Warren Ellis' newsletter of which I am an avid reader.

There was a graphic novel for the Trashumanism album drawn by Lourdes Foudre, who has been featured in Warren Ellis newsletter.

https://www.ledestroy.com/product-page/trashumanism

https://twitter.com/thisisledestroy

https://www.ledestroy.com/

Le Destroy - Breed (Official Music Video)

Le Destroy

Apr 24, 2024

VIDEO CREDITS

Directors: Skye Lewallen, Le Destroy

Director Of Photography/Grip : Skye Lewallen

Hair & Makeup: Meredith Johns

Editor: Le Destroy

Talent: Gaia

SONG CREDITS

Produced by: Danny Lohner, Le Destroy

Mixed by: Danny Lohner

Mastered by: Howie Weinberg

Drums: Josh Freese

Written by: Kristina Olson

Breed

Le Destroy

Breed

When I see your face, I lose control

Fuck me right, like you should

Get on your knees, I like to watch you go

Take me now, I’ll be your nympho

Lick my lips, rub my

Let me chain you up and strip you down

Crack the whip, break the skin

Breed, breed, breed

Take it out, push it back in

Breed, breed, breed, breed

I want your, I want your, I want your, I want your sex

I need your, I need your, I need your, I need your sex

Breed

Make me beg for more, ‘cause I like the game

Take me now, let’s fuck face down

Come play with me and scream my name

I’ll scratch your skin, we can be free

Put my lips on your crown

Day or night you can come with me, come with me

Crack the whip, break the skin

Breed, breed, breed

Lay the pipe, I’ll ride your stick

Breed, breed, breed

I want your, I want your, I want your, I want your sex

I need your, I need your, I need your, I need your sex

I want your, I want your, I want your, I want your sex

I need your, I need your, I need your, I need your sex

Breed, I need your

Breed, I want your

Breed, I need your sex

Breed

Le Destroy "Monster" Official Music Video

Le Destroy

Jun 29, 2018

Official Music Video for "Monster (Remix)" by Le Destroy. Off the Debut EP 'We Destroy'. Music Written and Produced by Kristina Olson.

This video is a Lewallen x Hawgfly Productions, Inc x Le Destroy Collaboration.

Makeup, FX, and Hair by Meredith Johns and Hawgfly Productions, Inc.

Directed by BJ Lewallen.

"Monster (Remix)" Lyrics

"You may shy away

From my impurity

I am filled with sin

I’m the monster in your bed

Demon in your head

The splinter in your soul that eats you up

It eats you up

Give me what you got, what you got it’s mine

Give me what you got, what you got

Give me what you got, what you got it’s mine

I’m the enemy

Dreaming while you sleep

I will slaughter all your sheep

And drain the blood until it makes you weep

I’m the fear that turns to hate

The tainted love you make

The razor in your heart that cuts you up

And turns you on

Give me what you got, what you got it’s mine

Give me what you got, what you got

Give me what you got, what you got it’s mine

I’m the enemy

I’m the enemy, full of treachery

I will covet it, and swallow it, misuse it and abuse it

Give me what you got, what you got it’s mine

Give me what you got, what you got

Give me what you got, what you got it’s mine

I’m the enemy"

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- Bloggery committed by chris tower - 2409.01 - 10:10

- Days ago = 3286 days ago

- New note - On 1807.06, I ceased daily transmission of my Hey Mom feature after three years of daily conversations. I plan to continue Hey Mom posts at least twice per week but will continue to post the days since ("Days Ago") count on my blog each day. The blog entry numbering in the title has changed to reflect total Sense of Doubt posts since I began the blog on 0705.04, which include Hey Mom posts, Daily Bowie posts, and Sense of Doubt posts. Hey Mom posts will still be numbered sequentially. New Hey Mom posts will use the same format as all the other Hey Mom posts; all other posts will feature this format seen here.

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I am Christopher Tower the gmr

I am Christopher Tower (or Chris), and I am a writer of stuff. I grew up in Michigan; I now live in the Portland, OR metro area. I play Ultimate, ride a bike, and supposedly educate college persons while myself being educated in college. I am married with two kids, a beagle, a curly lab, and a fiesty pug/frenche mix. I like sushi. I love all SF, fantasy, comic books, D&D, board games, and Gnosticism. I am a Jungian. I am currently studying Clinical Mental Health Counseling at Walden University.

SENSE OF DOUBT STATUS AS OF 0705.04 - 16:45

Sense of Doubt is not currently dedicated to any themes or special interest. The subject matter is mine and may range from comic books to ultimate or from Baseball to feminist-centered media criticism. Until I feel I have enough content for multiple blogs, or until I am seized with a desire to create multiple blogs, this is it, and appropriately so. "Sense of Doubt" came about in Bowie’s Berlin period and the dark, ambient collaborations with Brian Eno. Like the Bowie of 1978, I have my own darkness that steals over me and through me, infecting everything. At the risk of sounding far too melodramatically obsessed with my own self-flagellations, this blog dedicates itself to that darkness, that infection. But it’s fun, too. Hey, I can be amusing? Or not. It’s the way of the [w]rench. Neurosis compelling action in insecure double-checking and misunderstanding evasions. It is my way.

More from the original description text that needed editing in 2015: Furthermore, Sense of Doubt is dedicated to the random. The theme is no theme. Just questions, doubt, and uncertainty. Feel the power of not knowing the answer. So dedicated on the last day of July 2006 by the Galactic Monkey Wrench.

The Galactic Monkey Wrench

This is the logo of the Galactic Monkey Wrench. I was given the nickname Galactic Monkey Wrench in college by a friend of mine who felt that I threw the monkey wrench into the cosmos at every available opportunity. Later, in discussions with my best friend, who is the Lord of Chaos (the Loc), he asked for my title and when I told him, without thinking, he blurted out "the gmr!" Since this was random and we appreciate randomness, I became the gmr, even though technically I should be the gmw. But gmw sounds like a car or some industrial manufacturing firm that makes a strange widget of which one has never heard. This acronym fetish may make no sense to anyone else, but my friend and I are quite driven to provide acronyms for many things. At the very least, it allows us to keep our conversations obscure and often private as no one knows about what we're talking.

Monkey Wrench Books

Chris's books

A Feast for Crows

by George R.R. Martin

This book is a little slower than the others. But if you become invested in this series, it provides key information about the history of Westeros and the lands across the Narrow Sea. It may not contain chapters with my favorite characters ...

A Game of Thrones

by George R.R. Martin

Do I really need to review this book? It's one of the best books I have ever read. Martin is a great writer. All the books are great, and I am loving my time rereading them. If you have not checked out these books, start here and get ready ...

The Golden City

by John Twelve Hawks

These books are immensely entertaining. Treat yourself to some strong writing, great action, compelling characters, and a mix of metaphysics and theology. The ending of this third book, which is presumably the last, is anti-climactic and so...

Pathfinder

by Orson Scott Card

This was a fun book. Not OSC's best but very good OSC nonetheless. The best thing about is the time travel, slowing, and speeding powers of the characters and how OSC engages the reader in discussion of causality and time paradox. For fans ...

Swamplandia!

by Karen Russell

This book came to me via my wife Liesel who discovered it and urged me to read it. Beautifully written with compelling characters and a sense of the magical (yet realistic, somewhat). Funny yet full of the pathos that marks a good if not gr...

Hey, Mom! The Explanation.

Monday, July 1, 2024

A Sense of Doubt blog post #3422 - Le Destroy - "Breed" and "Monster" - Music Monday for 2407.01

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