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Sunday, March 29, 2026

A Sense of Doubt blog post #4059 - Kieron Gillen Archives 2025-2026 On RPGs and DIE



A Sense of Doubt blog post #4059 - Kieron Gillen Archives 2025-2026  On RPGs and DIE

If you have been tuning in, you know I have been ill all week.

This illness is really lingering. I wonder if I have covid. I didn't test.

But I am feeling much better, even though my head is not right, I am fatigued, and feel tons of sinus pressure in my head.

So, here's a whole bunch of content via Kieron Gillen for Comic Book Sunday, mostly stuff related to the DIE graphic novels and RPG game.

I hope to have more energy for original content next week.

Thanks for tuning in.


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I finally got around to writing an essay about something that’s been nagging at me. Namely, Role-playing games are all high art or fanfic.

I was probably making a cup of tea, as I usually am.

I just stared into the middle distance and thought “all role-playing games are either High Art or Fanfic” with a force that made me know that it was fundamentally true – which meant, on some level, it must be fundamentally false.

All dichotomies are false. You can never take this too seriously, as it’s a classic The Map Is Not The Territory trap.

However, given a certain definition of Fanfic and High Art, I think it’s can be a useful map. When I say “a certain definition” I mean “Mine.”

Or, at least, the ones I’ve stolen.

And continue on gleefully. This was fun, actually. There’s a couple of bits I’d have teased a bit more – namely stressing community interacts with “high art” games as much as “fanfic” games – but it went down well, and was fun to do, the latter is the main point of the endeavour.

Also, Jim and I did a dialogue about our recently completed campaign of Beowulf.





  • Charlie Jane writes about writing believable characters in unbelievable situations. I think of this a lot. The “An unwillingness to follow the plot” got me hmming. I sometimes think that a big part of what we consider “genre” is the stuff which passes without comment, because you have to accept it to get to the stuff people are there for. I also admire Charlie Jane putting all this stuff out here. I’m interested that whenever I do talk craft, I talk the equivalent of sentence structure, and that’s fairly common for comic creators. I have theories on that, of course, as I have theories on everything.

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It’s been available in PDF for a while, but the third DIE Scenarios book is now for sale physically. You can get it directly from Rowan Rook & Decard, or from your friendly local game shop

It’s a good one, I think, and the last one for now – the Quick Start will be coming later in the year, and we have something a little larger than this planned for the end of the year. Which I need to start designing properly, actually. Phew.

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  • The Open Hearth podcast, where people in the community talk about what they’ve been playing, covered DIE RPG in a recent podcast, which was a really nice surprise. Lowell and company really dig into the game, and highlight some of the things I’m always relieved to see in play. The Rorschach test nature of DIE is very much part of the beast, and this is some high level play (whatever that means)



Laurie Penny writes about her autism diagnosis, and the impact on their life“Critics bemoan an “epidemic” of “overdiagnosis”, but over time, the number of people with autistic traits has stayed pretty consistent. What has changed is how many of us know. So many that there’s now a standard way to tell the rest of this story. I’m supposed to reassure you with an upbeat tale of self-acceptance. Instead I’m going to make things awkward and tell the truth.”

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Talking about that, there was a thing going around the socials of a berserk emotion wheel, with an AI making up emotions that sounded like something Lovecraft squeezed out. I had a bunch of people tag me, joking that it should make it into a DIE expansion.

I am a very poor person to make jokes at.

You can download the full PDF here.

DIE RPG is available from Rowan Rook & Decard. I now realise you could abstractly run this expansion with the free Quickstart too, but don’t do that to yourself.

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I mentioned I was playing Jay Dragon’s in-progress game The Seven Part Pact a few weeks back? I wrote up a few thoughts about the experience. By which I mean, I wrote 2500 words and barely scratched the surface.

I was asked if I wanted to be a wizard for a week. I said yes.

It was a playtest of Jay Dragon’s the Seven Part Pact, where up-to-seven (we did six) players are all academic wizards in a fantasy realm (Think Jonathan Strange & Mr Norrell) Each has a title, and an area of magic that’s their domain (think the Wizard of Earthsea). Each’s domain is also an area of responsibility, to ensure it doesn’t fall apart (think, Sandman). They form a found-family of arseholes, each a being of almost unimaginable power, pursuing their own desires and schemes and often butting heads (think Amber). Each also takes a dual role, taking the tasks often reserved to the GM in a specific area – so, for example, the Faustian as a character is about demonic magic and preventing satan from escaping… but is also plays as the The Keeper of the Chains, who is called upon to make the complications in the world.

The Seven Part Pact is a GM-full game. I think it’s the only GM-full game.

You can read the rest here, and should. I think this is fun. Let the Wizard Madness consume you.

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Jim and I took time to write up another of the campaigns recently – in which case, it was the 2D20 version of Conan. I say things like…

Conversely, I made Conan, but Mesopotamian, and started my slow march to becoming a combine harvester with legs, as is my wont. There’s probably room for some self-analysis when presented to a game with more crunch than most the things I play, I’ll inevitably min-max some combat monster, because I care enough about system mastery to do the job, but I will never learn your crunchy magic system, not for you, not for anyone,

...and you can read the rest here.



  • Jim Shooter passed this week. Here’s the Beat’s collection of people’s remembrances all of which seem to use the word “complicated”. I only crossed paths at him once, when we were at MCM. I was rushing to try and get somewhere, and saw a guest-helper I knew and asked her to help. She was standing with an amazingly tall man. I got directions and legged it, and was 10m away when I realised “wait – that was Jim Shooter.” I haven’t got much to say about Shooter but he really was very tall.


  • I saw Bruce Sterling link to this essay on the Moral Economy of the Shire, which I believe I’ve read before, but is still really good.

  • Okay, I’ll slip this in here. I ran an early playtest for a game I’m noodling with on The Open Hearth, and have just lobbed a recording of the session there. First part of four. This is character and world gen (which is mostly integrated in the game proper) and sliding into the prologue and the start of the actual main Campaign loop. It’s kind of a game about playing the Primarchs leading up to the Horus Heresy, powered by the Pargaon system. Very early yet, but I’m definitely in an active tweaking variables and approaches to see how they work. You’ll see me realising that I need to go ahead with the deck-stacking (and building) for the GM idea.


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As a break from work, I wrote an essay about how companions work in most RPGs (as demonstrated by Conan) and how companions work in 7 Part Pact, and the worlds they imply. As in, their politics and model of self. Let’s pull a bit out…

To head back to what the Conan-esque school’s philosophy: it sees humans as individuals who have a fundamental capacity by themselves. Sure, other people can help them… but they are them, and their victories are their own. Through this filter, it’s one of the tells of the culture where Dungeons & Dragons emerged – American, the country where the all-men-are-an-island libertarian philosophy took root.

Conversely, the Seven Part Pact is interested in modelling a different model of individuals – that, no, we’re really not individuals in that way, and that labour (often unseen, uncredited, under-appreciated) enables whatever these “hero” figures do.

...and you can read the rest here.

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The first feature is live over at Rascal, which lays out what we’re up to. Let’s just grab a quote…

Fantasy is infinite. There's no end of things to say.

Yes, that's me throwing my usual gnomic hyperbole around, but that was really what Stephanie and I were trying for. We wanted to make a device to do stories about fantasy (primarily through the medium of games) for as long as we wanted to do it. I sort of pair DIE with Phonogram (Jamie McKelvie and my book on Music) which had a similar remit. As in, let's make a device robust enough to return to as often as we need to.

That's really true in DIE — the main reason I wrote DIE RPG was I wanted to invite as many people inside this concept as we could. That we're doing the DIE quickstart in comic format speaks to that as well. We wanted to have something relatively inexpensive out there when the first issue of DIE: Loaded drops which they can see on the shelves next to the comic, grab, and try out.

There's no end of stories in DIE. And, to lead back to the question, that includes for us. We're not finished with DIE, and DIE isn't finished with us. 

and do go and read the rest.

Lots more to come in the months to come.

And as the quote explains, you’ll also note that it’s not the only DIE entering your comic shop on November 11th. There’s also this beauty…

It’s a DIE RPG Quickstart. This is the same as the larger one, but reformatted to be comic size. It’s basically the most accessible way you can get a taste of the DIE RPG, and take it out for a spin, and should be on the shelves the same week as the first issue.

After the first issue, I’m also planning to include more beta rules in the back of the comic too. I suspect most will be custom rules to bring the actual DIE gods into the game, as the gods have a key role in the story this time, but as the article says, I also have some other ideas.

Oh, and making this a REALLY big week for DIE RPG rules, the community licence has gone live. This means people can release, write and even sell their own DIE RPG contents. It’s based on the normal Rook Rowan & Decard one, with a few DIE-specific tweaks. You can read it here. Basically, want to do your own DIE supplement? Follow the rules, and you’re sorted.

In short: DIE’s coming back, but being an amoral god that exists outside time and space, it’s also never been away.

Spread the word.

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Here’s the DIE: Loaded one.

Stephanie did a homage to Youngblood #3, with a DIE fantasy treatment.

Go look at the rest, by the way – there’s so many really good ones. To just choose one, I’ve been thinking of the Assorted Crisis Events since seeing it.

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It’s the week leading up to retailers ordering DIE: Loaded. This means it’s time for you (beloved reader) to talk to your retailer about getting a copy and for me (broken writer) to walk you through it all.

DIE: Loaded is Stephanie Hans, Clayton Cowles and my own sequel to our three-time Hugo Award winning DIE. Our joke one liner is “Goth Jumanji” which works. It’s a story about fantasy, reality, our faded dreams and what games teach us. Folks seemed to like it a lot.

Oh, We made a trailer. Let’s drop the trailer.

...and if you want it in Portrait format, here it is on instagram.

Want to know more? I’ve pulled together a microsite over at Bindings to walk you through it.

Click here to learn more – it includes previews, details, teasers and all this cover stuff I’m about to download.

(Do spread the teaser around and the binding site. If you’re on instagram, reposting into your story or reposting is hugely appreciated. If you want to link the binding elsewhere, this bit.ly/dieloaded is a bit easier to remember than the full link.)

Anyway - that’s the why. Let’s talk hard details of what we’re putting out.

At the top is Stephanie’s cover, which is our main cover A – I’ll include all the order codes at the bottom, rather than spreading them out.

Our guest artist for the first issue is Peach Momoko. We’re trying something different with Peach – she’s such a popular artist, with both the general audience and the hardcore collectors. So we decided to do something to serve both groups. She’s the freely orderable variant as our B cover, and a rare 1:50 virgin variant for collectables.

It’s not just the A cover for Stephanie. She’s also providing a unique 1:25 variant with our lovely Fox motif, and our Youngblood tie-in cover to celebrate the Image icon’s return. It’s available in the colour, as shown, and a black and white edition.

We’re also doing a Very DIE-styled Blank Sketch Variant. Compatible with DIE RPG and any game which uses Strength, Dexterity, Constitution, Wisdom, Intelligence and Charisma. There’s probably another one of them.

Oh – plus the 56 page DIE RPG Quickstart is available for pre-order too. If you’ve been tempted by all things DIE, it’s an ideal chance to get this single-comic-format edition to try it out.

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  • DIE LOADED #1 CVR C YOUNGBLOOD TEAM UP VAR - 0925IM8026

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  • DIE LOADED #1 CVR F 1:50 PEACH MOMOKO VIRGIN VAR - 0825IM8407

  • DIE LOADED #1 CVR G YOUNGBLOOD TEAM UP BW VIRGIN VA- 0925IM8030

  • DIE RPG QUICKSTART GAME GUIDE #1 - 0925IM0268

Okay – that’s it. Strange to do a shopping list like this. In truth, it’s not a quest. Go to a shop, tell your retailer you want DIE, and they’ll be happy to provide.

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January Image Solicits are out! I’m not even sure if I did the December ones? Oh well.

DIE LOADED #3
Creators: (W) Kieron Gillen (A/CA) Stephanie Hans
Alt cover: Maurgerite Sauvage

Price: $3.99 | UPC: 70985304496300311 | Product Code: 1125IM0282

In-Store Date: 1/14/2026

Did you ever wonder: “Was Sauron’s mum sad? She had such hopes for him.” Here, we venture into a world where a broken mother guards the ruins of her son’s downfall. Can anyone survive?


Let’s go.

DIE returns with DIE: Loaded.

DIE is jokingly referred to as Goth Jumanji, which is both 100% true, and ridiculously undersells what the book is. It takes the place that Phonogram previously did in my work – where things are way too close to home, at the intersection of art and life. It’s a fantasy world as imagined by Stephanie Hans – and that pure idea is something I think the world needs more than ever.

The first DIE was short-listed for a Hugo three times. It’s won awards, and sold lots. I think you’ll like it.

We’ve tried to make it accessible to new readers (though also encourage folk to go and read the old one). I saw a review which expressly called that out, which is pleasing. That DIE was always dropping you into a story in progress helps there, I suspect.

I think it’s a more driven, character-led book than the first one. In an interview dropping later, I talk about how the first DIE was doing basically three things – this character drama, this meditation on the nature of Fantasy and also this big cosmic horror origin-of-DIE plot. The latter is done now, meaning we can give more space to the first two.

More details and preview pages in here.

Anyway – that’s Stephanie’s main cover at the top. The other covers?

I describe them all here – the Peach comes in a much rarer virgin variant, for the collectors.

I also go through everything in the comps for this week in a little instagram video. See me lift a big box and point at stuff.

Initial reviews have been really strong. Away from scored reviews, Armaan Babu at ComicsXF does a spoiler-free one and Scott Cederland at his From Cover To Cover does one with more spoilers.

When you’ve read the issue, go read AIPT’s interview with Stephanie with me – which is full on spoiler-full overview of what’s going on with it. It’s a very long interview, and really worth you attention. I’m probably too honest, again.

Alongside this we also have the comic-format Quickstart for DIE RPG. It’s 56 pages which lets you sit down and a bespoke scenario to play DIE with your friends. The RPG has done really well, but I always wanted to have something expressly on the shelves next to the comic. If you’re at all tempted by RPGs, this is an inexpensive way to try. Also, I suspect it’s the only starter adventure that has two sections named after 1990s indie-rock songs, which is one for the Phonogram heads.

The full DIE RPG is available too from your shop (or other online retailers) or directly from RRD.

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With DIE: Loaded out, a bunch of really lovely interviews dropped. Comic Frontier talked to me and Stephanie, as did AIPT comics, and I think both transcripts really are great. Traversing The Stars had me on by myself, in a video form.

Stepping away from Comics, the newsletter of the actual-play-powerhouses Many Sided Media interviewed me, and I approached DIE from a different angle, highlighting more of how it intersects with role-playing games, and even has us unpacking some GM advice stuff.

Oh – and not involving me at all, but DIE podcast DIE-compressed is back, and you can listen to them unpack the book here.

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Talking meta-literary stuff…

DIE: Loaded #4

WRITER: Kieron Gillen
ARTIST / COVER A: Stephanie Hans
COVER B: Fabrizio De Tomasso
FEBRUARY 11 / 32 pages / FC/ M / $3.99

Some people take their roleplaying parties seriously. Conversely, some people just want to parrrrttttaaaaaeeee! Let’s see what happens when our serious business is disrupted by someone who really doesn't care at all.

And our Alt is by Fabrizio De Tomasso who is just doing lush and wonderful work here. I adore this too.

Speak to your retailer, or communicate in some other way. In a real way, they don’t know you want one unless you tell them, and when there’s so many books out now (Someone told me there’s 5 times as many monthly comics than there were in the 1980s, which is incredible) they really need guidance. Frankly, shops can sell out and not notice that they didn’t meet demand. It’s nightmarishly difficult for them.

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I said I’d curate some of my League Of Comic Geek answers at some point, and I probably will, but the DIE book club kicked off at Alex Segura’s Discord with some questions posed and answered. I thought they were fun, so here they are.

From a fellow Englishman: All of your books take a lot of care to get London and other British areas to be so real. While many of your book ls are with British artists, this one is with a French artist. Did that have an effect on how much we saw the real world in this series?

I'm tilting my head and trying to think whether it did - probably not, really, except in the fine details of Stephanie-hans-o-vision. If I'm doing real world stuff, I'll be including reference showing the real world places, or at least the sort of places. Reading these sort of stories I write can give some real jump scares for folks who actually know where it’s set.

This was also true with Dan Mora on Once & Future, who is significantly further away from Britain than Stephanie. I had a LOT of stuff in there, after the first issue (the old person's home is atypical for the UK) so I realised I should give a lot more.

Really, google maps and street view exists. It's pretty easy to do this, at least compared to how it was in the 1990s.

In issue 6, you have the wonderful IGN quote about crediting too much to a single person. You have spent time giving out credit to others on the team, especially on Decompressed. We as fans, however, tend to give you lots of credit (for example, “Gillen’s Sinister” is a phrase I see often). Is there something or someone you’d want us to fans to recognize with this book?

Well, Stephanie, to state the obvious.

(EDIT: this is some of me at the most off the cuff - you can see by the amount of “Right now”. This stuff is all choices which are modified in context, and the desire of the team.)

My current rules (which change) is if someone on socials says something about the books, and tags me, and I get the sole credit (unless it's phrased on something that is SPECIFICALLY my domain, or a general statement on the book without really being about credit or compliment) I won't repost it, etc. I currently like to repost as it's just a way to push visibility, in a marketing way. I never used to, but visibility is much harder here. I don’t now.

It takes a hit on marketing the book, but I’d like to priortise the nature of collaboration in this media. Ignoring that (at the mo, at least) seems more than I can be willing to take.

(EDIT: I can think of exceptions here, but I’d speak to my collaborator first. If Beyonce posted they loved the book and only tagged me, I’d drop Stephanie a mail. Normally the gentle way to do this is a repost with adding Stephanie’s credit. A “Thank you - it means a lot. Stephanie and I really are proud of this.”)

There's some people who think that I should correct every person who does that, but I disagree on that point. Harassing your readership doesn't strike me as a good idea either. Also, very tiring.

There's limits (would it be great to tag Clayton and Rian too? Sure!) but there's limits of what to expect from readers - like, when talking about a book feels like homework, I think that's a bad thing.

And that certain covers things like - say - Gillen's Sinister. That's something that's far truer than Warren Spector's Deus Ex. Deus Ex is a singular creative object worked on by dozens of people, of whom Warren was one. The post Uncanny-run Sinister's connective tissue consists of many separate works until it coalesced, and I'm the connective tissue. The design didn't stick from the earliest appearances, so you can't even really say that.

Especially as I think that that’s “gillen’s sinister” really not about ownership, but more saying the vibe of the character, after a certain point. I didn't create Sinister, but just started an approach to him.

(Conversely, I always correct people when they say Aphra was me. It was me and Salva.)

Which character are you picking for a casual Die RPG run? Who are Stephanie, Clayton, Rian, and Chrissy playing?

Now for me rules-lawyering the question.

For a start, there's no such thing as a casual DIE RPG run. It is VERY SERIOUS ALWAYS.

(It's not)

In DIE RPG, you don't pick the character you play. The GM distributes classes, through various filters, depending on the scenario. You generate your pesona, which then is cast the most appropriate paragon class. Now, players also before the game do pitch for what they'd like, but it is still firmly inside the GM's domain how they distribute.

(It's for various reasons. In practise, you really do get the class you want if you have expressed strong feelings. You just aren't SURE.)

So, given that is true, I will inevitably be running the casual game, so I will be playing the Master, as that's the classic DIE game GM class.

I would give each of the other players a class based upon their persona's needs, rather than the players' nature - though that bleeds through in their choices. May I think Stephanie will be an excellent Fool? She absolutely would, but if she makes her persona go a different way, I'd follow that.

Stephanie has played 2 short games of DIE - in one, she was the Neo. In the other, she was a Godbinder.

Chrissy has played one, very long DIE game. She played an Emotion Knight - specifically, a Disgust Knight.

Not mentioned, but Katie is editor of the new volume of DIE. She played a Godbinder.

Clayton could play. I suspect Rian has clearly better things to do, like staring at Fonts.

None of the above really answers the intent of teh question, I suspect. Bad Kieron.

What surprised you about developing the RPG rules with the comic? Did your skills as a writers translate easily or was there a big learning curve that came with this difference?

This is the sort of answer which could be VERY long, so I'll try and keep it short and link to the DIE RPG Designer Notes where I talk about the process and my goals.

The short is that it was incredibly hard, which is the entire point. I wrote what felt like 100k to get down to the 1000 words of GM advice I actually wanted to give.

I hope anyone who reads DIE RPG sees the work, both in terms of the actual text and the reading and play behind the text. I try and credit influences throughout and in the Gameography, for a bit.

There is also some stuff which I'm just bad at, and am always bad at. RPG writing is many things, but certainly includes technical writing. That I hold specific nouns lightly means it's always going to be a battle.

How is “goth jumanji” not an easy sell the movie studios looking for their next big hit?

Oh, you sweet summer child. Come here, let me ruffle your hair.

DIE's sold twice, developed to screenplay and not taken further. Stuff gets picked up all the time - mostly stuff isn't announced, even when it goes much further into development.

What I try to tell people is that being optioned is really like getting a lottery ticket. It's a lottery ticket you get paid for (which is clearly the best kind of lottery ticket) but it's still a lottery ticket. Something can be perfect for the screen, and never make it there, just because - oh, I don't know - it rained in LA one day and an exec came into work in a bad mood. Look at the classics of the form from the 1990s, and see when some of them finally reached the screen.

In short, it's really not something that one should spend any thought about. It's all so beyond your control.

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Next week is the last of the double-releases – The Power Fantasy 15 moves a week later, as the schedules divulge. But in seven days time, we have DIE: Loaded #2 and The Power Fantasy #14.

Let’s show the preview pages.

First, DIE: Loaded #2…

Here’s some big news. There’s a new DIE RPG thing for you to lust after, with a new big expansion.

DIE RPG: The Metadungeon is a megadungeon where each of its six levels is explicitly about in the style of a period of RPGs. As such, the whole thing should be both as satire, celebration and history lesson of what gaming is. The architect of this is Gareth Hanrahan, who is just the best in the biz at this kind of thing, but I’m heavily involved and couldn’t be more excited. You know the bit where DIE RPG starts playing with RPG history? This is that, and seems that it could actually some cross between RPG Understanding Comics and playing Playing At the World and probably Paranoia.

It’s clearly a berserk idea.

When I announced DIE RPG, Gareth messaged me with the idea for this and I was obviously delighted, and we’ve been looking for an opportunity to do this ever since. With the epic Megadungeon month approaching in April 2026 we thought it’d be the perfect chance to do finally this. There’s really nothing like this that exists, and we think it should. That’s dependent on folks being as charmed by this as we are.

If you want to be alerted when the campaign start Sign up for the Backerkit here and if you want more details of what we’ve got planned, here’s RRD’s delightful Blog post.

Lots more to come in the coming months, but if you want to know even more and ask questions, we’re having a live chat on RRD’s discord at 7pm GMT (2pm EST) on 19th December (This Friday). Come ask questions to Gar, myself and Grant.


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We’re back, and DIE: Loaded is too. Issue 3 drops next week. Here’s the preview…

Grab a copy next week, from wherever you get comics from.

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DIE: Loaded #3 drops this week. I included the preview last time, if you want a taste.

Stephanie’s main cover above, and here’s the alternate by the always-great Marguerite Sauvage.

By this point, we’re well into DIE, and after the heavy concept-selling of the second one, we can fall into its natural rhythm. The theme of No-one Is An NPC is very much in play. What I like about DIE: Loaded is how this first arc builds, and explores different bits of DIE. We do a lot of modes – some grimmer, some more emotional, some more playful, some all at once, to different degrees. This one leans grimmer.

There’s also quite a lot of fun stuff in the back – I realised that if I keep on writing, I’ll just recapitulate the essay in the back. There’s also two of DIE’s gods in here, both of which are quite fun. Stephanie didn’t actually read the rules for the Barnacle Witch until after it had gone to print, and I’m relieved that she laughed until she cried when she finally did, as otherwise it could have been really awkward and possibly have led to DIE ending.

You can get it from your local shop or your retailer.


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Image have just announced a big line-wide celebration of Invincible in March. Really, go and check out the gallery. There’s so much fun stuff here.

We asked Chloe Brailsford to do a cover for us, and – as you see above – she has excelled.

If you want to secure a copy it’s details are…

Die Loaded #5 Cover C Invincible Team-Up variant by Chloe Brailsford - Lunar Code 0126IM8081

If you want to know more about DIE: Loaded, here’s its microsite.

Is “microsite” a thing? Let’s pretend it is.


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Forthcoming on Many Sided Media’s patreon feed is a one-shot of DIE RPG I ran for them. They do a bunch of great public facing stuff, so doing something for the Patreon was a great way to spend an evening. I’m running Total Party Kill from the manual, and I think it ended up bleak, weird and funny. Plus some really disturbing stuff, as is DIE’s wont.

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One week until DIE: Loaded #4 drops, and it’s The Fun One. For a certain DIE-y value of fun. Here’s the preview pages we put out.

If you want to know more of DIE: Loaded? Here’s the microsite.

Actually, they’ve just launched some functionality, which means you can have actual customised urls. So “https://bindings.app/l/dieloaded” now will link directly to the site. So it’s easier to share and remember.

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April’s Solicits for image are out, and DIE: Loaded #6 is in there. Stephanie’s cover is above.

DIE: LOADED #6

Arriving: April 8, 2026
Lunar Code: 0226IM0380
Age Rating: M
Page Count: 32
Cover price: $3.99

Wherein things get significantly more complicated.

DIE: Loaded is very much in the gnomic short sentences stage of the hype cycle.

Our alt cover is by Toru Terada, whose work I didn’t know before Stephanie introduced me.

Suffice to say, I love it.

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I found time to get back to my list of 101 favourite TTRPGS, and covered 97 to 90. We’re over 10% done. That was meant to sound encouraging, and not doomed.

Anyway, I cover a whole load of games, such as Delta Green, Deadlands, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (and other strangeness) and my least favourite version of D&D. I talk a whole lot of nonsense. Here’s a bit about Hobbit Tales…

My biggest memory was playing with my wife and my brother. We found that while my brother happily spurted out a stream of perfect “Daisy Merrywater”-esque hobbit names, my wife and I – professional writers – found that neither of us could actually improvise a Hobbit name better than “Bumbo”.

That said, you have to remember that Tolkien wasn’t great there one too – one of the best bits in the drafts of Lord of the Rings is where he reaches Bree and suddenly realised “Bingo Baggins” is a terrible name for a lead, so let’s call him Frodo instead.

...and lot more, inevitably.

For fans of early Kieron Learning To Write Comics, there’s a page of an exercise I did back in the early 00s, when I tried to convert comic pages.

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I believe I mentioned the My Last Dungeon patreon episode I was running previously. The first of the two part is now live for patreon backers, and the first 55 minutes of it is on their public feed, in your app of choice. If you want to see how I run DIE in a one shot, this is a good example. Total Party Kill is a particular grimy scenario, and the players are just great in here.

Also, if you want a drinking game, drink every time I use the word “awful” when describing something.

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Say hello to DIE: Loaded #4.

This is kind of the issue where we start to explicitly talk about Isekai, a word which I seem to have to learn to spell. We dropped the preview last week, and you can read it here. It’s a fun time one, at least for DIE, which may not be your level of usual fun.

Here’s our alternate cover, by Fabrizio De Tomasso who is doing really glorious, atmospheric stuff.

If you need an intro to DIE: Loaded, here’s the site. Includes links to (ooh) lots of things, including purchase links. I should update to add Sweet.shop links as well – as Sweet.shop’s beta has now launched, so if you sign up, you should be able to buy it from there.



  • A quieter week for links, so I’m going through some things I’ve had saved and been looking for a place to run. Here’s Julie Philips’ on the quiet power of Ursula Le Guin’s activism. Lots in here, but I’ll quote this as it’s a The Power Fantasy Week. “In 1982, an interviewer for a science fiction magazine asked Le Guin what she would do to save the world. She answered impatiently: “The syntax implies a further clause beginning with if…What would I do to save the world if I were omnipotent? But I am not, so the question is trivial. What would I do to save the world if I were a middle-aged middle-class woman? Write novels and worry.” If “worry” can be translated as “care,” then she combined her vision for the future with tending to what is worthy of care in the here and now.

  • Sam Sorenson’s Three Question Taxonomy of Games, where he tries to (and quite successful) break down TTRPGs across Problem-Solving vs Telling A Good Story, Authorial vs non-authorial and rules-favouring vs world-favouring. I’d quibble some examples, but it’s strong stuff. Though when we reach the conclusions, the “it’s easier to turn a minimalist OSR game into a complicated and prescriptive storygame” than vice-versa” does make me think, yes, that’s true in exactly the way that it’s easier to turn flour into cake than vice versa. You have to do something with the flour to be of any use - which is why the adventure and the culture-of-play are so key in OSR.




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In April Image are celebrating 50 (count ‘em!) issues of I Hate Fairyland, with I hate tie-in covers across the line. We decided to do one for DIE Loaded, with David Lafuente stepping in to have Gert bludgeon DIE. I said you can’t defeat DIE, but no-one tried an enormous spiky mace.

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This is really fun. With only a few weeks to go before The DIE: Metadungeon kickstarter launches, Juan Moore (aka Odd Artworks) drew a Meta-dungeon inspired dungeon. His whole channel is him drawing really fun and charming dungeons from prompts, and is just delightful to see. You can watch it here...

And here’s the finished map…

...and here’s the prompts RRD gave to inspire it.

Now watch the DIE discord race to try and run a game with this instead of the standard Total Party Kill random tables.

Sign up to the MetaDungeon here for immediate notification of launch. I think this is going to be really special.

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DIE: Loaded #5 is out next week. Comps arrived. Coo at the comps. Coo at them.

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Jim and I had our traditional post-campaign THREEDOM chat about Mythic Bastionland, where I go off on several ones, conclude like…

That’s a thing I love about Mythy B. It’s an OSR game with a strong narrative flavour and rejects the “it’s all about the adventures” in favour of “Here’s a book with much more content than you will ever need” while also having rules which are perfectly crafted for the specific material presented. I often read OSR rules and think “This is flour”. I read Mythy B and think “This is fucking cake.”

You can read the rest here. See why I’ve been chaining O Fortuna for the last few months.

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DIE: Loaded #5 is out this week.

I think this is my favourite of the first six. There’s less of the big cultural-essay approach in DIE: Loaded than the first book, but this is the one which goes (relatively) hardest there – but then goes hard in a whole bunch of other places. It’s also got one of Stephanie’s best spreads in the whole book. Go grab – I think you’ll find it interesting.

I forgot to do the preview pages last week, so we can have ‘em here.

Coo.

If you want to know more about DIE: Loaded, it’s over here.

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- New note - On 1807.06, I ceased daily transmission of my Hey Mom feature after three years of daily conversations. I post Hey Mom blog entries on special occasions. I post the days since ("Days Ago") count on my blog each day, and now I have a second count for Days since my Dad died on August 28, 2024. I am now in the same time zone as Google! So, when I post at 10:10 a.m. PDT to coincide with the time of Mom's death, I am now actually posting late, so it's really 1:10 p.m. EDT. But I will continue to use the time stamp of 10:10 a.m. to remember the time of her death and sometimes 13:40 EDT for the time of Dad's death. The blog entry numbering in the title has changed to reflect total Sense of Doubt posts since I began the blog on 0705.04, which include Hey Mom posts, Daily Bowie posts, and Sense of Doubt posts. Hey Mom posts will still be numbered sequentially. New Hey Mom posts will use the same format as all the other Hey Mom posts; all other posts will feature this format seen here.

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